I posted this as a note on the blog of a friend who recently, after four years of first dates, 'good luck in your search' emails, self doubt, possibles and no-hopes has finally, unashamedly fallen deeply in love.
So often we seek out and remain with partners who are not necessarily good for us but are simply familiar - we have experienced that type of relationship before and we know the rules, we know our role and there is no risk involved. There is usually an imbalance of power - when one person has the upper hand, the other one is deflated or subdued and then the power flips over and roles are reversed. Also, there is usually very little risk involved because both parties maintain so much independence and power and emotion that nothing is on the line ... each could walk away in the morning with little more than a movie stub to remember the experience.
Safe yes, but with very little benefit. I believe a healthy, sustainable relationship involves both parties feeling safe enough to take some risk, truly and deeply believing that it will work. It has to have that 'forever factor'. This doesn't mean that in the event that it does fail that one of both should throw themselves off a cliff because they were each others' everything ... I just mean that the person you are with should have the characteristics and belief system that you could honestly live with forever. Once the honeymoon period of 'omg s/he is so wonderful and it's so cute when they (insert insipid act of cuteness here)' finishes and the true mood swings, addictions and foibles start to arise that these should be stocktaked, considered and a decision needs to be made whether or not you could still make a life together long term.
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