For those of you who don't know, David is autistic. He has a high functioning autism called Aspergers Syndrome. In simple terms this means that he does not automatically understand social interaction, socially acceptable behaviour, body language, facial expressions, innotation, non-literal meanings. These things need to be taught, and rote-learned so that they can be 'generated' in times of need. He also has the usual autistic needs of routine, lack of change, repetition. With high functioning autism, you are more likely to notice that he is different the more you spend time with him as his condition is not obvious. If you only meet David briefly you may assume he's just shy or quiet. He does not make eye contact easily and will seldom talk to anyone he does not know well. As you spend more time with him, you will notice odd things that he says and does - "it's 2.34pm and something seconds", exact routine on conversations - "I love you". "I love you" .. "no.. you're supposed to say I love you TOO". Everytime you walk back into a room where he is, he will say "hello" in the same tone of voice. Everytime you sneeze he will say "bless you" (without fail!) and will get offended if you do not return the favour.
David was diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome in early 2002 after he was suspended from school for violence. This was partly attributed to his kidnapping, but the main reason was his frustration at not being understood and, unfortunately, using violence to express it. Since his diagnosis and Level 6 Ascertainment at school (the highest possible level) he has calmed down considerably and was even voted in as School Councillor for his class last year.
There are some benefits. He is extremely intelligent (as most autistic people are) and, probably a single mother's saviour, he has no problem in entertaining himself for hours on end. He wraps himself up in something (either a nintendo game, or searching the internet or a DVD or a book) and I will not hear from him for hours - only for food! As long as I keep a strict routine, plan everything in advance (using a calendar showing upcoming events) and warning him before any changes we somehow get through each day and wake up to face another.
The saddest part of it all is that he seems to carry the world on his shoulders, as though life is just too hard. I read somewhere that life with aspergers is like living with a static radio buzzing in your ear. Every waking moment of his life is planned, concentrated upon and managed but seldom enjoyed. David does not 'frolic' or just enjoy life - he tolerates life - and that is sad to watch. There is a higher rate of suicide amongst Aspergers teenage boys than non-aspergers teens, and that scares me. A psychic once told me that David is here solely to look after me. His purpose in life is to make sure that I make decisions that are good for me. We are so very close and he is undoubtedly my best friend.
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